Flashes of inspiration… nudges… “divine leads”. Pretty incredible when you open yourself up to them. But I have to say, the rational mind can get a little wigged out with it all and try to tell you you’re a little cray cray. Like when you hear Melissa Etheridge singing the song you just wrote. So clearly. In your head. But I digress… more on that later. 😉
I want to talk a little about songwriting inspiration in particular. I’m not the kind of songwriter that cranks out a ton of songs. Or haven’t been, anyway. I tend to wait until I feel something that really needs to be expressed. I have to be inspired. And then I try to get some clarity about it: what is it exactly that needs to be expressed and why? I sit with it. With the muse… with the Great Spirit… with whatever it is inside of me that is wanting to express. Like sitting with a dear friend… just being with them. Listening. Really listening. And allowing the “conversation” between us to unfold. Getting everything out there… raw at first… and then caressing and refining until “we” are singing together. That’s how I know when it’s become a real song. When I can’t get it out of my head. I’m singing it and feeling it and can even hear the full orchestration in my head and being. I become one with the song and the spirit it came from. Pretty amazing, actually… READ MORE
Yesterday was the first official day of fall. I love fall. Always have and probably always will. I was also recently reminded that we just came out of a “mercury in retrograde” period. And also, that the Vedic winds have been sweeping and stirring and creating upheaval as we move into the new season. Oh how I love my metaphysical friends! 😉 I don’t follow astrology all that much, but I know I’m very sensitive to energies. So when life as I know it starts to feel a little “off”, unbalanced, or beyond its usual-ness, I have been known to ask around: “ummmm…. is something going on in the ethers I need to know about???” It’s always sort of a relief to hear that there is… that I’m not crazy (necessarily… lol) and that what I need to do is give a little extra attention to grounding and centering rituals, be gentle with myself and others, and ride it all out in faith. It seems to take some pressure off and help ease the self-judgment, anyway!
So. Balance and harmony. Oh so important in life… right??? I realize this especially when I’m feeling otherwise. When things feel black and white. When there is discord. When agreement is hard to come by and everything seems to rub me the wrong way. Ugh. But there is value in having times like this… if for no other reason, to fully appreciate the times when there is a peaceful, natural, harmonious flow going on. It is our nature to seek balance and harmony. And, globally… right now especially… we are most definitely experiencing extremes in terms of beliefs and desires and ideas about what is right, wrong, good, and bad. I have to believe there is value to this. That we are heading into a new season of greater harmony. That things are coming to a head. That all the discord has had to get so unbearable that we are forced (for lack of a better word) to yield to some sort of balance for the greater good… READ MORE
So… I’m blogging. I don’t know what’s going to come out here, but here I am. Showing up. There’s so much going on in the world right now that my blog topic ideas have been all over the place… and I just haven’t been able to sit myself down and commit to one of them. So I will just start writing with all of them in mind and hope that some thru-line emerges. Bear with me… 😉
So, hey… how are you? Have you been feeling at all like I have?… trying to focus on the simple, sacred, joyous day to day life experience best you can and still be tuned in to what’s going on in the world?… trying to figure out what’s yours to do with it all? Pretty intense stuff these past few weeks. I maintain that in spite of everything (especially what the media feeds us), there is more good than not. But I also know we’ve got to look at things. Not only look, but dig deep. I’m not even sure where to begin here… READ MORE
I’ve been doing some pondering (what, me?) 😉 … kind of about the whole spiritual concept that we are “whole, perfect, and complete” just as we are. This is the heart of spiritual principle and something we hear and say a lot. But do we really get what that means? And is it possible to sometimes misuse… or, dare I say… abuse this knowledge?
But first let me say that yes… yes, we absolutely are whole, perfect and complete. There is a spirit in us, an essence, that is pure, unconditional love… and unconditionally loving and lovable. One with God. One with the Universe. This is the deep down Truth that I believe and hold dear. My song lyrics reflect this: that “it’s enough”… that all you need to do is “come back to your heart… to all that you are”… and that “love will provide”. I believe all of these things. Yet, I kind of think there is a danger in how we interpret this. Yes, grace is essential in this thing we call “being human”… allowing grace for ourselves and others along life’s journey. But maybe… just maybe… we sometimes use “I am perfect just the way I am” to justify certain things… and maybe we let ourselves off the hook a little too easily when we know we can be doing better. And by “doing better”, I mean loving better. Loving our bodies better by taking better care of them. Loving each other better. Loving our planet better. Loving by taking loving action… READ MORE
This week, in an attempt to “clean house”, I went through old documents in an accordian file… various documents from the past decade or so… literally “shredding” my past. Wow. All kinds of feelings came up, some of them unexpected, as I revisited years gone by. In addition to a “mood journal” from 11 years ago (What a trip! More on that later…), there was rental information from a variety of living scenarios, health records, check stubs and past employment documents. I’ve been so happy and at peace lately… living freer than I ever have in so many ways… that I had almost forgotten some of the trials and tribulations along my journey that brought me to where I am now. Uncomfortable as it was pouring through some of that paperwork, it gave me an even greater appreciation for where I am today. The lyrics to my song, What Falls Away, have never felt so true: “the hurting, the crying… the stumbling and trying… all part of a greater good… what falls away, brings me closer to what I’m meant to be…”. And, just to be clear, it’s not that things just… ta da!… fall away like magic. It’s more about becoming aware of the things that are no longer serving our real selves and allowing them to fall away. And that process often takes great courage and strength. Growth… as in real change… is not necessarily meant to be comfortable… READ MORE
Today… I pay tribute to Buddy. Buddy is a “country dog” who lives out here with us. Well, he belongs to Eric’s parents, but freely roams the 40 or so acres on which we reside. He is a rescue dog who landed in Paradise. And he knows it. 🙂 (I guess I can sort of relate… lol). I’ve grown to love this quirky, big-hearted pup… and I’ve come to know his ways. He has unwittingly taught me some stuff, actually. That whole “DOG is GOD spelled backwards” thing? I’m pretty sure that isn’t a coincidence. To me, a dog is one of the purest forms of unconditional love… a playful reflection of our own DOG-GOD nature. I love dogs. And I love Buddy.
So yeah, there are a lot of “what I have learned from my dog” lists out there, but every dog has his own unique personality… his own “thing”. So here is my list. Ten things I have learned from this lovable Border Collie named Buddy… READ MORE
There’s this book I really love… a book I got years ago that I still check in with from time to time. It’s called “Journey to the Heart” by Melody Beattie. It’s a collection of musings and meditations with an entry for every day of the year. I’ve owned lots of self-help and spiritual books over the years, but this is one that has stuck with me and always seems to resonate. Looking for some blogging inspiration, I flipped to the entry for May 4th, entitled “Cherish Each Moment”. It couldn’t have been more in alignment with where I was. In it, she writes: “Most of us relish the magnificent spiritual experiences, those tremendous discoveries, those important times of change. But those moments don’t happen that often. The truth is, each moment in time is a spiritual experience, an important time of change. Cherish ALL your moments. Let each moment have value. The life you desire is happening right now. Your destiny is here.”
See, I thought I needed some inspiration. I haven’t blogged in a few weeks because I wasn’t sure I had anything of real value to blog about. Life is peaceful. Simple and peaceful. No angst… no deep soul searching… no major “a-ha” revelations. Oh, it’s not that I don’t have those human (or hormonal, lol) “moments” or upsets or irritations… it’s just that life overall feels GOOD. And I almost feel guilty about that. 😉 Almost. Until I remember all the angst-ridden, raw nerved times of unrest before this. Working a stressful job, lamenting life choices, searching for peace, happiness, and love. Thinking too much and trying too hard. It’s not that I ever intend to stop growing or evolving… it’s just that these days it feels like my heart has arrived, if you will. Or maybe it’s more like I have finally arrived at my heart. I feel a sense of wholeness I don’t think I ever have before. Like everything that matters is right here, right now… inside and out. And I know to cherish it. And I am grateful… so grateful. Part of it is having seasoned perspective and awareness… and part of it is about spiritual alignment and what has manifested as a result. A healthy, loving, satisfying relationship. Work that doesn’t feel like work and pays my bills. Work that uses my gifts and talents, feels purposeful, and that I enjoy. Living simply and beautifully amongst the trees, birds, and frogs… READ MORE
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